Diary of a Loose Girl is a serialized erotic fiction presented from the viewpoint of a forty-something woman looking back over her sexual experiences and her relationships. The story starts with the main character being fifteen, and no characters under that age are involved in sex in the story, though the narrator's experiences as an underage teen are central to early parts of the tale.

If you, the reader, are unwilling or unable to read about teen sexuality, emotionally complex people and relationships, bullying and slut-shaming, and other controversial and possibly troubling concepts, or you don't feel you wish to challenge some of your thoughts on these subjects, please read no further: You likely won't enjoy this story and there are thousands upon thousands of other stories out there which contain subject matter you'll enjoy much more.

Still here? Great! As the author of these stories, I want to reinforce to the reader that this is all fantasy. Many of the negative and otherwise damaging consequences of the acts herein are never encountered by the characters as they would be in reality. I generally enjoy reading, and writing, stories in which the participants struggle with conflicting emotions about the events within and then find ways to enjoy and grow strong from what they have experienced. This story came from a desire to do two things: to write from a first-person, female perspective, a first for me; and two: to address the subject of slut-shaming from someone experiencing it.

My standard note of caution: Don't mistake this for anyone's reality. In the real world, many of the events that follow would probably lead to physical and mental illnesses, unhealthy fixations and addictions, abuse, trauma, and/or prison time for participants. In this fantasy, however, events are allowed to progress without encountering those vastly more realistic outcomes and tragedies.

Diary of a Loose Girl is told from the perspective of Carrie, a woman narrating the notes in her diary, starting from her first sexual experience with another person at age fifteen. Carrie describes how she grew through her teen years in the context of her relationships, and she doesn't gloss over the bad or forget to include the good. Over her life, her sexual exploration of herself and others led her to reconsider her past, her future, and the things and people she values. She redefines what it means to be a 'loose girl,' and lets the reader see the ups and downs that brought her to the present day.

The series is written in the first person from the perspective of Carrie. Like most of my stories, I use a descriptive narrative and I won't shy away from naturalistic observations of smells, sounds, and other appeals to the senses.

I would love to hear your thoughts on the series and any scenes you would like to see in the future. I can't include all ideas, and some don't make sense with the way the characters progress or the themes of the series, but if I'm sent something that catches my eye, the characters may soon participate in the scenario for you to watch.